What a year... WE LOVE AND MISS YOU PAPA

I don't know where to being, or what to say..... and maybe I shouldn't say anything... maybe I should just look at all these pictures and just enjoy the memories! Today marks the 1 year of Drew's father passing..... it has been a rough year and we have all experienced many feelings and emotions. We will never know what he was thinking or what was going through his head.... and its hard to move on we will never get the answers or fully understand everything that lead up to that day and we all have questions and we all want to know the answers!!!
It is very CLEAR to me looking at these pictures the LOVE he had for Drew and for the rest of us.... He was a very proud father and grandfather and there was NEVER a time he didn't tell Drew, Me and the kids how much he loved us and how proud of us he was.....
I have many regrets and wish i could have done things differently, but we all know i cant change things now.... but no matter what happend or the emotions and feelings involved I know that he knew we LOVED him and most of all Drew LOVED him and stood by his side through thick and thin!!!!
He was my friend, he was my Father (I was .. AM very fortunate to have WONDERFUL in laws.... I don't think i could have asked for better if given that chance), he was a protector and he was a great man!!! I LOVE AND MISS HIM DEARLY!!!!!
There isn't a day that goes by that i don't appreciate or think of him in some way..... and thank him..... Drew is a wonderful man and even though he wasn't in Drew's life the whole time he made his marks in him.... and i appreciate what Drew has learned from Scott... in his early days and today!!!!
Scott you are missed and loved by so many and we think of you all the time!!!! I have so much to say... and so many thoughts but i cant express them in words!!!! He truly is missed XOXOX


Scott and Ashley.. He was always with the kids in the water.
Hailey, Tanner, Ashley and Papa
Scott and Ashley..... he always liked being with the kids when we went swimming.... and always hung out and took care of them
Ashley Loved the water
Scott and Hailey ... my kids looked up to Scott and ADORED him!!!!
Ashley and Papa.... Always being buddies
Scott and Hailey
Hailey, Scott and Ashley being silly... always having fun with Scott
Ashely, Scott and Hailey
Zachary and Papa..... Scott's middle name is "W" and his dad's middle name is "W".... so when Drew was born scott passed on the "W" to Drew.... it was only fair (and because we wanted to) to pass the "W" onto our first son..... I think Scott was proud and happy that he was named afer him and his dad and Drew.
Scott and Ashley.... ALWAYS smiling and ALWAYS having fun
Zachary was in the NICU and there could only be me and a visitor or Drew and a visitor (there could only be two in the NICU at one time... per infant)..... I LOVE this picture of Scott and Zachary... Price-less if you ask me
JOn and Scott at the Phoenix Nascar race
Ashley and he favorite man.... other then her DADDY
Brandy, Scott and Marta...... When Brandy got baptized
Ashley Scott and Hailey..... I think that when we went to visit him or when he came to visit us he was wiped out by the time we or him left.... my kids loved him and had so much fun with him.. they would never leave him alone!!!
Scott and Zachary.... he loved to make the kids laugh and have a good time. He didn't like to see them sad or unhappy and if they were he would always change that.... and FAST!!!
Papa and my three little kiddo's...... i am SO glad that we always take pictures, because it is at times like this that i cherish these memories and the love my kids had for Scott and to see the joy in him eyes and on his face when he was with his grandkids..... we may never know what was going through his head but we will always know HE LOVED HIS KIDS AND GRANDKIDS!!!!